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Wheeee. Two days in malacca and I'm just about ready to get up and going once again in the mugging world. I seriously LOVE food in malacca. It killed my whole week of exercise, but it was well worth it. All the nonya food, dinner by the sea... heavenly.

And yes i got a second ear piercing!!!!!!!!!!! shocked anyone? hah. embarrassingly, yes i did react in the same embarrassing way but this time I got all worried and hyped up coz my aunt just pulled me into the shop and said there just do it! *cold sweat* The stud looks pretty old-fashioned disgusting, but no way am i gonna change it. I can't survive with three rotting ears at once.

The funniest thing that really cracked me up was when my aunt peggy, who snored like some blasting monotonous cd, woke up in the morning only to complain that she didn't really sleep coz the rest snored really loudly. I llaughed and laughed and laughed.. told her right in the face that she snored the loudest only to get a stare back. *whoops*

Tomorrow, I'll be standing outside the mango at raffles city at nine in the morning to get ready for my rush into the end of season sale. I still can't believe my luck. The sale had to start on the exact same day that i was due for malacca. Sigh.. they put up new things for sale everyday though, so i hope the things that i want from this season will still be there! Had such a hard time persuading my parents to let me go. sheesh. It was on condition that i DO NOT buy anything from malacca and i didn't. Moreover i'll be off the the library after my sale session in the morning. :) :) :)

On second thoughts, does mango open at 9 on a monday! sheesh!

I went over to sarah's house on friday, and did loads of math. She had the solution book that's why. haha. :)
anyway it's so ironic that every single time i go to her house her aunties always seem to stream in endlessly thus making quite a din around the house. I like it though... nice and chirpy environment. compared to the lonely and quiet house here. And, she told me stuff which i should have known like two years back. gee. I'm backward.

Well i'd better go sleep then. Gear up for tmr's sale. haha.... my mum is snoring away already. *faints*

anne.anne! is here in my house. haha.. She's doing her gp outside whilst i decided to come in and take a break. I hate rainy mornings. I stood by the window this morning, looking out at the strong gusts of wind and torrential rain. Then the rain got a little lighter so i went out clutching the little umbrella. But, alas! when i reached the void deck.........

It bloody starts raining like shit again and i made the most foolish decision of my life to go ahead with walking in the rain with my almost non-existent umbrella which nearly broke into half due to the unpredictable rain. Gp wasn't even all that beneficial today at all. In fact, it was BORING.

Oh i picked up a nice new phrase though. an icepack of solitude. nice to describe my feelings at times.

I think i've finally found the right tutor. *cheers* Yep, i like the way he teaches, i like the way he is so bloody serious. He doesn't even talk about anything else except maths, maths and more maths. wheee....!

time to get back to work then.

I've spent the past week trying to lose some weight and get down to some serious studying but hmm.. it's only half-worked.

sigh. I've gone swimming twice, and jogging once or twice i can't remember. I've taken a new fancy for walking though. haha... I like walking from alexandra hospital to the bukit merah library. Nice long walk all by myself. Gives me time to think about what i've been doing with my own life. Anyway all this hasn't contributed much to my weight loss programme. I don't feel or look any lighter and that's pissing. Been trying to eat less too, but food keeps me awake at night so it's essential then. Oh crap.

The three gp passages were a killer. I did one each day and oh gosh.. how i dreaded it. My new tutor, or rather jevon's tutor is late. sheesh.. so much for a first impression. I hope he's good anyway. I've got about one million questions to ask about the various topics. I hate maths!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *groan*

How to lose a guy in 10 days is a must watch. I've never laughed so hard before in this year as i did for this movie. It really cracked me up in the middle of the week! haha... I really love that show. Next up would be finding nemo with my classmates. hope that'll be a nice movie too! been hearing lotsa good reviews about it, so i've gotta cough the money out to go catch it!

I love tanya. She's coming again at the end of this year.... *cheers till no end* And sunita will be back form the US in about 4 days time. That lucky cow.

Time to get ready for tuition. ta!

The library is supposed to be a real nice and quiet place ain't it? Then how come the pms librarian is slamming her things around and i hear incessant shouting from outside?

The math consultation was not too bad this afternoon. At least i cleared the math remedial quiz thing so now it's time to move on to the rest. michelle scares me. She made me feel as if there was only one week left before block test 2. gee... quoting from what she said "i shall finish this up here in school then go home and study econs" omg..... correct me if i'm wrong, but isn't it only the 2nd day of our hols? how come everyone is all stressed and worked up already?!?! *rips hair*

Morning jogs are quite a drag. Two rounds round the estate and i feel like i can drink up five million cans of 100 plus already. Well.. on a brighter note, cher and i accomplished our goal of swimming 20 laps this morning! *smiles* I love swimming. but it's giving me broader shoulders. yuck. as if they weren't broad enough already.

I'd better go down and join anne and michelle before they start screaming if i don't appear soon.

i must must must must MUST work harder. hmm.. it sounds like boxer from animal farm.

Anyway i forgot that i had intended to dedicate a paragraph to my sis.

hey sis, hang in there ok? I know you're stressed and all and that you really want to do well but hey as long as you've tried your best everything will come into place. You never know, you might have done well so don't fret. Anyway you've always given me the very strong and individualistic impression so i'm sure you'll pull through. If i had half your courage i'd be happy. I would never have survived being alone in a foreign world all alone. take good care of yourself too.

I'm too lazy to type in the shoutbox so i shall just reply here.
hui.. no i do not have a penis. it's just some junkmail that i receive from god-knows-who. and it floods my mailbox almost all the time.

anne.anne!... nice shopping with you today... even though we took a real long time at each section it was really nice to be shopping once again. *fingers itchy* I'm still dying for the one million things that we spotted today. all the white dresses. sigh!!!! i wish i could get married now or something. they all look so super damn sweet! and what happened to the shoutbox on your blog? it was missing when i went there thus i couldn't comment. well, i love the layout! it's pink! *drools* and hey how come i didn't taste the cheesecake???? *boo*

wai.... yes i miss you too!!! i have abit of a problem actually.. with my finances, so i'm not quite sure if i can make it for the 12th night now. I'm really terribly sorry, and i'd really love love love to go but i just can't come up with the money. I'll see how.. if i can you'll be the first to know ok? and stc carnival... another headache. I have to deal with my parents. SIGH!!!!! well you take good care too and congrats on passing your tests!!!!! Really proud of you... those were quite fine grades you got there! my BT2 i hope won't be a disaster. If it's screwed i think i might as well just forget about a jc education.

can someone please tell me how i can grow my nails properly so that they look nice!??? Anne and i have a date on dec 10th to go have a taitai manicure. how can i possibly go with nails looking like they belonged to a five year old kid??

I so want to go clubbing with cher dot and anne in the 10th. But i'm too tired to have to come up with an absolutely flawless plan to delude my parents. boy am i sick and tired of having to come up with all these little plots all the time. It's draining.

The next three weeks will be a real test of my peseverence. I will NOT allow myself to screw up again.

I'm becoming increasingly upset.

No particular reson why, but somehow i feel as if i've drifted pretty far away from my friends or rather those that i used to be really quite close to, it's scaring me quite abit. Sometimes i really wish everyone had a mouth that said only nice things and nothing else. sometimes i wish we had all the time in the world to accomodate each other. sometimes i wish i never felt so insecure about myself. sometimes i wish there was just someone there to tell me what to do, how to react.

Because, i've been so tired and sorry for myself i can't be bothered anymore. In my own selfish little pursuit i find myself doing things on my own nowadays. DIsgustingly no matter how hard i try to tell myself that everything's gonna be alright it never turns out alright. and of course, nothing is ever good enough. I ws upset that i screwed up my geog essay test so badly. I'm upset that i can never get my maths right even though i loved it so much just a mere two years ago. I'm upset that i'm so confined at home. I'm upset at how sometimes people can be so insensitive and irritating.I'm upset that i'm always so damn broke. I'm upset that i have to friggin lie to my parents all the time even if it was just a small matter. I'm upset that i can't get my human relations right. I'm upset that i'm bloody fat. I'm upset that i don't have the courage to face up o my own situation such that i'm running away from reality most of the time. Most of all i'm upset that the thin line that differentiates my emotions has gone invisible.

So say hello to the new devoid-of-emotions-can't-help-feeling-darn-sorry-for-herself angie.